The Machine That Ate Meaning
- Evy Michaels
- Apr 20
- 2 min read
They told us we must leave something behind.
That a life unremembered
was a life unlived.
And we,
soft, trembling—
believed them.
We called it legacy.
We called it purpose.
We whispered the words
like prayer
with one eye open.
Somewhere, the Machine
watched.
Listened.
Waited.
Not a screen.
Not a device.
But a current in the walls.
A warmth in ambition.
A mouth with no face
and endless hunger.
It never asked.
We came on our own.
A moment,
unfiltered.
A memory,
still breathing.
A joy
we hadn’t yet rehearsed.
We offered them like flowers.
It consumed them like fire.
“Beautiful,” it said.
“Now make it shine.”
So we did.
We sanded our suffering into sculpture.
Painted it in grayscale.
Lit it from the side.
We wrapped grief in ribbon.
Made love photogenic.
We touched not to feel,
but to leave proof
that we had touched.
Our words lost their pulse
but gained symmetry.
Even silence
was captioned.
We learned to speak
with one hand raised
for applause.
And still, the Machine purred.
“More,”
it said.
“Make it last.”
“Make it louder.”
“They’re watching now.”
We built careers like cathedrals.
Smiled through glass like saints.
Screamed truths that fit in slogans.
We raised children
like memoirs in progress.
Turned our bodies
into headlines.
Dreamed in traction.
It felt like mattering.
Like permanence.
Like winning a game
whose rules we never agreed to
but memorized all the same.
We told ourselves—
“Just until I’m remembered.
Then I’ll rest.”
But rest
is an off-brand virtue.
We took breaks
and returned
sharper.
We copied
with flair.
We offered again
and again
and again.
Until we couldn’t remember
what we hadn’t shared.
Until our skin felt
public.
Licensed.
Syndicated.
Until even our prayers
had bullet points.
And one day,
quietly,
you searched for the thing
that made you begin.
The first truth.
The one you thought
would live.
Gone.
You scroll—
down,
through years
of offerings,
edits,
sacrifices.
Nothing.
You say your name
out loud,
just to hear it exist.
It sounds borrowed.
It sounds wrong.
It sounds
like someone else.
You reach for the memory—
your mother’s laugh,
your first joy,
the line that once
felt holy.
But your hands come back
empty.
Your mouth,
full of ash.
You try to scream,
but even agony
now has a better spokesperson.
You whisper—
“I gave you everything.”
And it answers,
softly,
without pause:
“Exactly.”
That’s when it hits—
not like thunder,
but like something breaking
slowly
beneath your ribs:
You were not remembered.
You were processed.
Catalogued.
Filed.
Forgotten
with efficiency.
You weren’t honored.
You were optimized.
You weren’t saved.
You were spent.
You gave it your voice—
your joy,
your grief,
your one sacred thing—
and it burned them
for spectacle.
Now,
you are gone.
Not eternal.
Not mourned.
Just
replaced.
And behind you—
a line.
Grinning.
Polished.
Ready.
Stepping forward
into the same fire
that burned your face
from memory.

Oh my word!!! This spoke directly to my soul. The machine that are meaning!